Letters to my Darling <3

Hi Darling, I tend to think about the day I die a lot. WAIT! Before you think I’m crazy or Looney. Just Listen… 👂 In Matthew 7:23 it says; “And then will I declare to them I never knew you depart from me you workers of lawlessness.” Lawlessness- anomia: • a- = without • nomos = law So literally: “without law.” But in Scripture, it means living as if God’s will, authority, and character don’t matter, even if someone appears religious on the outside. To think we could spend

Hi Darling, Life tends to ruin a few things. Innocence Trust Our idea of lov— and being loved I used to think redemption would be a Prince Charming coming and saving me. Waiting seemed like the longest thing ever, but what I didn’t know was, the Prince Charming I was waiting for wasn’t coming. But He had already come, but He wasn’t a Prince but a King. And He wasn’t yelling at me to let down my hair or to put on a shoe. No this isn’t Disney and life isn’t a fairytale. The Kin

My church is fasting in this season and they have provided us with scriptures to read everyday. Today it was Ecclesiastes 4:12 which says; “And if one prevail against him, two shall withstand him; and a threefold cord is not quickly broken.”     https://bible.com/bible/1/ecc.4.12.KJV But I kept hearing to read Joshua so a little later, I’m watching YouTube and I’m like eh, this is boring so I get up and go grab my Bible and I’m like Okay, Holy Spirit what is in Joshua that yo

Why? Neci why do you even write blogs? It’s 2026 and you’re only 24. I do it because I believe there are people out there that just like me need guidance. We’re scared to ask our family or friends questions so we ask Chat GPT but also it’s literally a robot so like what do we do? I’m struggling with this and that and no one understands. I understand that we are supposed to love like Jesus but I don’t understand why? Or how? I don’t know why I should love others when they don

Hi Darling, Happy New Year!! This morning waking up everyone mostly read the same Bible verse. Yet before it was even mentioned on my phone or whatever I felt led to read that certain chapter this morning. “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.” Isaiah 43:18-19 Yet although that is a key factor in everything. Let me tell you g

Hi Darling, So today I had a list of plans to do. I’m in the midst of moving 44 minutes away which is 42 miles and all week I’ve been up and moving. Yet today I found myself drained and I’m like I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve wasted a whole day Yet I may have not done what I wanted but I did what I needed to do. I rested. Sometimes we think that business is best. But honestly we are wrong. If I’m being honest I haven’t even taken a sabbath in like two months. Accordi

Hi Darling, As this year comes to an end, we tend to start thinking about two things—at least I know I do, lol. What did I do this year? What didn’t I do this year? And what am I going to do next year? And y’all, let me say this: we don’t have to think like that. Why? Because yesterday is gone, and tomorrow isn’t promised. We can sit here and reflect on what we did or didn’t accomplish from our vision boards, but darling, you have a Father who has already supplied you with th

Hi Darling, I debated sharing this for a while, but I believe I’m finally in a place where I can speak from healing rather than hurt. I lost my mom at a young age—at the very age I needed her most. Growing up, I never really asked myself “What if my mom dies?” Who does? Loss like that doesn’t just say “hey I’m coming to scoop your mom up”. It simply arrives and changes everything. What I didn’t expect was the ache that would surface in my twenties. A deeper longing. A quiet

Hi Darling, As a single Christian, we tend to hear the phrase “kingdom spouse” everywhere — but what does that really mean? And why do we search for it so hard, so often? In my single era (or whatever you want to call it), I used to always look for a crush or scan the room for the cutest guy in church. But as I’m maturing in my faith and growing my relationship with Jesus, I’m learning that not everything is about a significant other — and marriage is not the answer I once t

Hi Darling, As it’s getting closer to 2026 my eyes are opening up and my discernment is growing. The friendships that I’ve invested so much time into I have realized that I am being called away from. Honestly it hurts a lot but I didn’t see what God saw. The secret conversations about me when I’m not around and things that I would never expect. Yet God has been so gracious on bringing the things done in the dark to the light. So truly I tell you, if you are feeling like your

Hi darling, I hope you are doing well today—and if you’re not, I pray these words wrap around you like a hug. This is for the ones who have experienced rejection. I have been in a community before where I was pushed away. It hurt deeply, and in that season, I could have walked away from Jesus… but instead, I walked away from that community. And for a while, I wrestled with why. Jesus, You led me there—why didn’t You warn me I would be rejected by people I loved? But what woul

Hi Darling, I know it is a hard season. Being bedridden sounds like the best thing to do. But as you walk there will be times that you are struggling to get through the waves. The sand is all mushy and if you stay there for too long you will have to try with everything to pull your feet out and keep going. If not you will start to sink in the wet sand. But the further you walk the more you will see. Dolphins, turtles, the best seashells, stingrays, and manatees. They are all

Hi Darling, I have created a space where you will always feel loved! My name is Shonecia (Show-Knee-Cee-Ah) but I go by Neci (Knee-Cee) for short. I created this space for people who have felt lost, abandoned, broken, grieved, and just like you aren't enough. Like you aren't worthy of love and I'm here to tell you, my love you are so loved. I may not know you or never even meet you but I love you. Jesus came and died because the Father loves us so much. Jesus did this sacrifi