Why I write even when no one is watching 📝

Why? Neci why do you even write blogs? It’s 2026 and you’re only 24.

I do it because I believe there are people out there that just like me need guidance. We’re scared to ask our family or friends questions so we ask Chat GPT but also it’s literally a robot so like what do we do?

I’m struggling with this and that and no one understands. I understand that we are supposed to love like Jesus but I don’t understand why? Or how? I don’t know why I should love others when they don’t even love me. I’m too young to follow Jesus that’s for old people. No one my age even does that, we all party. I’m looking for love in a man yet I don’t feel ranything when I try.

This is why I write.

For the ones who have these thoughts and worries. Because I too was once there. I understand what it means to suffer in silence. I want to be that friend that is there for others. I would say always but honestly that’s not realistic. Only Jesus can be that for someone and I am not Jesus not even close. But other than that I love to write between the books I am writing and have yet to write I sometimes feel so much and through those feelings I write. You can’t write something you havent been through with real emotion. I couldnt care to be the best selling author or the girl that writes books people ignore I don’t write my stories so I can feel good, I write them because I am gifted and I believe gifts aren’t meant to keep to ourselves. I am not boasting, this is biblical.

Whenever I was a kid I would talk and felt as if no one listened so writing and no one reading isn’t a problem lol.

Anyways, this is why I write, because I will not hold on to a gift from God, I will release it to the world and help and encourage others.

Whatever you are gifted with, please don’t hold onto it for yourself. Respectfully it’s not for you so don’t be selfish. If you are scared, don’t be in the Bible 365 times it says to not be afraid. Do it, no matter what. God didn’t gift you for no reason. He chose you, not the ones you look at and compare yourself to, but you

With love,

  Neci 🤍